Welp, Guess I am Full of Irony

Apparently, I am procrastinating on this English essay on the Scarlet Letter, since I am typing up this blog right now.
In other news that doesn't involve me dying to English, I am also devoting my time to Neon Genesis Evangelion.  If you haven't watched it yet, it's basically a mecha anime that instead of focusing on action it deconstructs the whole genre by focusing on the psychological aspects of its characters.  Instead of the main character developing and improving as the series progresses, his depression further continues as the plot reaches its climax.  The original series is a bit unpolished without a real ending to the story.  However the second movie gives the series a true ending that can be either significant or unwanted depending on one's preference. Overall the story itself is really good conceptually but the unpolished last two episodes bring down the show.
Back to school events now, friends and I made a Computer Club "to promote interest into usage of computer technology for the student body."  In other words, my friends and I are bored and wants a club where we don't do much like most other clubs at school.  The only major thing we are doing is making a movie and selling copies of it for club fair.  It is going to be the "movie that's so bad it's good".
On another subject, I need to see my pal's friend.  She looks cute in a way reminiscing a certain someone else.  I did talk with her once awhile ago by accident, but I wanna see her in real life :3.  Yeah I'm Creepy Like That LOL.
 

I am the Laziest and Most Undedicated Person Alive

Apparently I forgot about this blog and/or I was too lazy to continue making more blog posts over the preceding year.  I have been active and passive in my activities in that same year meanwhile I still do the same kind of  hobbies as before.  Well I should review what I actually did do so far. . . .

School Related

Well I am a complete failure as I could not getting an A for semester for AP Bio, instead my teacher decided to be a jerk and leave my semester grade at 89% instead of easily letting me do some kind of extra credit to bump it to 90%.  Alas, what's done is done in that matter.
At least I passed both my AP Exams with the smallest amount of preparations for both the AP Bio and AP World History Exam.  I scored a 3 on both of them which is decent for AP World but dissatisfying for AP Bio (I thought I would get a 4 there but my penmanship is horrible to any cursed reader).

The Summer

I also took Stats class over the summer because of a certain Chinese boy who "forced" me to attend summer school with him because of his strict mother.  I also had another friend who coincidentally joined the class too so it wasn't so bad.  The teacher though Mr. Ramsey seriously reminded me of Morgan Freeman with his lectures, and that guy is really cool for a math teacher in my opinion.  It was actually my first experience in a college class (even though it's just community college) so it was really fulfilling and relaxing.  It also prepared me for AP Stats this upcoming year.
I am not the biggest nerd though as I had other past times to attend to during that time.  For something that matters, I volunteered at the library to get my ready for "commitment", and I finally got back into something I have been neglecting for a couple years, Anime.  Oh my goodness, the emotion, the presentation, and the value of anime came back to me in some of the shows I've been watching like "Shingeki no Kyojin" (Attack on Titan) or "The World God only Knows".  There's still so much variety as there was in the past that it felt so natural today.  Other than that, I also got into Asian live concerts which still baffles me on how good the music still is when live (most "live" music is terrible as most Western artists use that autotune device in my opinion).  I was even grinding elo on League of Legends and I am now Plat ranked :D.
Of course I did do my AP Lang and APUSH homework too because I am the biggest nerdy acorn alive.

Recently

Well it is the beginning of the school year and the classes I am taking for my 11th grade year: AP Lang, AP Stats, Acapella (or Choir), Calculus AB, AP US History, and Physics Honors (my schedule goes in that order).  If you were me, then your mom would've killed you by now, because my mom has been nagging to me over how I am basically killing myself XD.  What will happen in this year?  It seems to me that this year is the random point in my life because I have much to worry about studies-wise (SATs, AP courses etc), but I am currently 16 with social worries too (friends, teachers, romance etc) that I always feel (to be corny) butterflies in my stomach every waking day.

SNOCA (Stuff No One Cares About)

Well I have to come to terms with who I love sooner or later.  Or better yet, how to overcome my shyness with many people.  I reawakened to these memories at the movie theater.  I was going to watch "Lee Daniels' The Butler" (which was really well-done and emotional) with my parents but the movie was going through technical difficulties so I had to go home to my dismay.  What added to that dismay was this girl who I assumed to be Half-Asian and Half White (Judging by her parents beside her).  In my eyes, she looked beautiful and I wanted to at least try to talk to her, but both our parents were there so it would be really embarrassing to even attempt the deed.  The worst part was that we even shared a glance at each other which cringes my heart in "what could have been".  Alas, I guess this is the point where I will go into a metamorphic state and blossom into something new and mature.  I have to develop the ability to freely speak on my own will.  Here is my problem: if someone speaks to me, I will talk to them fine without any hesitance or fear; however I can not initiate the conversation myself.

And Lastly. . .

Also, maybe if this will help my dedication to this basically dead blog: please comment on this blog to give me the impression I am not wasting my time :).  It can be about anything: questions, advice, comments etc. 

Keima Katsuragi- my favorite anime idol of all time